Put A Little Bit Of Love

I messed up...

Hey followers!

Today was the day to do a dare, which I honestly did. I swear,... I wouldn't lie to you.
The day I was gonna do was "vlog outside!" and I did, I sat on the back porch and did a very small (meaningless) vlog. When I came back inside, I sat the camera down (I found a small camera that I could use) and went to my room. Came back out and guess what was missing? The CAMERA!!! then when I found the camera, guess what was deleted off the camera? The VIDEO!!!



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I gave up on life for a few minutes...

Now, If you're thinking "Go back outside and film it again" here's my answer for you. I live in Kansas and it starts to get dark around 5 O'clock. I filmed this video at 5:30. So if you're a smart person (and I know you are!) you understand the fact that it is now VERY dark outside....

So here's what I'm gonna do, Tomorrow I'm gonna go for a walk in the morning and I will vlog!!

Deadlines,... Who needs them haha.

So until tomorrow!
And you can start leaving your dares for next week!

I'll leave you with this!

God Bless
~Tori

Fire Trucks and Kitty Cats

Remember to post your dares in the comments!

God Bless

~Tori

Daring Wednesday's

Hello my dear followers : )

Sorry for that post earlier today, I had nothing to talk about and yet felt obligated to talk about SOMETHING! This one will be much better, promise : )

Lately I've had this really cool idea, but couldn't come up with an epic name for it (I have a lot of time on my hands). Right now it'll stay Daring Wednesday  until something better comes to mind. Anyway! The whole point to this will be every Wednesday I'll post a video of me doing a dare, that one of you lovely people will hopefully leave in the comments, and post it on here!

There are only a few rules

1. No dares that involve me getting hurt

2. No dares that will cost me a lot of money (cause I'm poor)

3. Be creative!

4. I will not cut my hair for you (yes, I've been asked that before -.-)

And the most important rule

5. LET'S HAVE FUN!

Leave some comments down below and I'll pick my favorite out of them : )

and I'll leave you with this!

BYE!!

~Tori

Random Blogging

Today, I have no idea what to talk about. Seriously, my mind is completely blank right now. 

I've decided to show you lovely followers some of the stuff  I've found on the internet. Goodness, even my writing skills are horrible right now. (I blame it on the snow).

So So Happy 

These are seriously the cutest hoodies/shirts/everything! I've ever seen. 

Aren't they adorable! 

WANT :)

http://sosohappystore.com/

Yeah, so for right now that's all I'm gonna write. Maybe I'll go take a nap or something : )

Until Tomorrow

God Bless

Tori

Let's get nerdy!

The blog party that I did inspired my to tell you lovely follower ALL of my nerdy traits!

Now please don't leave! I promise to be a funny nerd : )

1. I feel like I'm a nerd because of the fact that I have braces and glasses. That's like nerd dress code number 1 : )

2. I'm a hardcore video game girl. I'll play ANYTHING as long as it's not super gross (like the silent hill games) or inappropriate (also like the silent hill games,... seriously, don't play them). I have two Xbox 360 and two playstation 3's.... Hahaha yeah,....

3. I'm obsessed with new technology. I love new phones, new computers, new music devices. OBSESSED! I really want an iPhone 4s just so I could talk to SIRI all day...I don't have many friends, it's true haha.

4. I still play Pokemon and zelda. I'm not ashamed

5. I'm a pretty big fan of anime. I just have to be VERY careful because that stuff can become bad very fast.

6. I'm in bed by 10

7. I don't have a purse, I have a satchel and it is amazing : )

8.  I have a companion cube from the Portal games. It sit's on my bed. It's name is steve. 

9. I took all honors classes in high school, but I'm actually not really that smart. I was horrible at English, how I passed with an A is still a mystery to me. 

10. I was a band nerd. Still am, except I play by myself. Anti-social band nerd,... yeahh.

Leave some comments down below of some things that make you a nerd/geek/odd. 

God Bless

Tori

Authentic People Blog Party!

This week I've decided to join my friend Abigail's blog party! and you should too! 

So here we go!

Hello, My name is Tori :)

1.) What's the nerdiest/geekiest/weirdest thing about you?

The geekiest thing would probably have to be my obsession with Pokemon games. Seriously, at one point or another, I've owned every single one. At least it takes some skill to play the game right? Cause if you can't strategies Is that spelled right? right, then all your Pokemon will die! I'll stop now. 

2.) If you could live in a fictional universe from any book, movie, or television show, what would it be?

Have you guys heard of the new game Skyrim? Well it's amazing and I would willing go live in that world. There's dragons, and you're just awesome at wielding a sword! Why say no to such an opportunity to become pure awesomeness! This is another thing about me that makes me a nerd : )

3.) Little or big, practical or frivolous, what is one of your favorite items in your house?

My favorite part of my house would definitely be my picture headboard in my room. I made it out of all the notes my best friend and I have pasted during my short time in high school, Pictures I've found on the Internet that are hilarious, cards I've received, and pictures the twins have drawn for me. I love it! and it also adds a LOT of color to my room (since I'm horrible at decorating haha.)

4.) Do you like animated movies? If so, what is your favorite?

I LOVE animated movies! I could sit in the living room all day and stare at the television when it comes to animated movies/shows. My favorites are anything Disney (Tangled, Wall-E, Spirited away, Mulan, Up), Disney can do nothing bad in my eyes : )

5.) What is your favorite household chore?

When I was a young lass, I HATED doing any chores. I would literally just sit in my room and play while I pretended that I "couldn't" hear my parents yelling at me (they didn't really yell, calm down : )). Now I don't mind it so much, but my favorite would be keeping my room clean and doing my laundry. I like to know that my part of the house and my stuff are clean. You try to find another teenager that would willingly say the same thing haha. 

6.) What's your favorite thing to get at Starbucks (or your favorite coffee shop)?

I love Starbucks, I really do but sometimes I just can't get over how expensive it is! So it's like a super special treat when I go there. My favorite drink would definitely be the Double Chocolate Chip Frappuccino! I have been told that this is a baby coffee drink, since there's very little coffee in it. I'm ok with that 

7.) What is your favorite pizza topping?

Mac&cheese, hot sauce, pepperoni, jalapenos. No vegetables though,... yuck :)

8.)  Waffles or pancakes?

PANCAKES! All day, everyday. 

9.) Do you like to play games? If so, what is your favorite?

Why, yes I do! I love games! board games, video games, random games that are played outside! All of them I love. My favorite board game (which doesn't actually use a board) is Farkle. No one can beat me and my awesomeness! *insertevillaughterhere*. My all time favorite video game is Dragon Age, it's pretty fantastic. Outside game is Frisbee golf (that's what it's called right?) and I'm horrible at it haha. 

10.) Have you ever let anyone win a game?

Hahahahahahahahaha. No.

11.) Have you ever dyed your hair?

Multiple times haha. I've had black hair, blonde hair, different shades of brown, highlights, pink. I've been all colors besides red haha. 

Five Thankful Thoughts

Some of the links mentioned in the Vlog:

Street Ministries my Mom helps out:

24-7 Life Ministries: http://www.24-7lifeministries.com/
Straw Hidaka's Street Ministry:  http://www.facebook.com/straw.hidaka

My Email:  stainedglassbutterflies94@yahoo.com

God Bless!
Tori

Being Thankful

After the post I did last Tuesday, I haven't had any good ideas for posts haha.
I've thought about doing a "Friday Favorites" and that never happened because I was sick.
Thought about doing a post about the fact that I was sick but I was taking Tylenol left and right so I was sleeping a lot.

SO!
I've decided to start doing what my mom (Faith on Fire) is doing on her blog, which would be "What Am I Thankful For". That's a good November blog idea right? :)


Five things I'm thankful for this week,
1. Getting over the HORRIBLE headache problem I was having
2. Getting a really cute scarf in the mail
3. My Best friend : )
4.An awesome mother that will going shopping with me.
5. Encouraging followers : )

Leave a comment down below of something your thankful for.
Follow me on Face Book and Twitter

God Bless
Tori

Anxiety

Lately I've been dealing with intense anxiety attacks and nervousness. At the time, I couldn't figure out what I was freaking out over when I would wake up late at night shaking so hard that it hurt at times. Now, I've always been a little on the nervous side and I still don't enjoy going outside of my little bubble of comfort, but with these attacks I didn't know what was scaring me or what was making me nervous, I would wake up with this feeling of complete dread and that something really bad was about to happen.

My first attack happened about three weeks ago while I was still at my dad's house (my parents are split up and every other weekend I go spend time with my dad. For those who didn't know) and I woke up at 1 in the morning to my brother Bryson's alarm clock going off and right after that the shaking started. At first I thought I was just cold, so I got under another blanket and tried to fall back to sleep. Instead of the shaking stopping it actually got about 10x worst, Almost like someone had me by the shoulders and were shaking me as hard as possible. Finally I got up, still having no idea what was going on, I went and got my self a glass of water and just sat on the couch waiting for whatever this was to past. (my dad really likes gargoyles and dragons. Just so you know and so this next sentence makes a bit more sense) As I'm drinking my water and mentally trying to calm my self down I look up and see all the faces of demons and the devil, and it causes my anxiety to spike, that then causes me to start over thinking everything. When it started to feel like my throat was closing, I called my mom and just asked her to pray over me and help me calm down (though, if you want me to calm down, don't ask me if I need to go to the hospital), after a good ten minutes of just praying, she tells me to go wake up my dad and have him look down my throat just to make sure there's nothing going on (which there wasn't). I continued to shake for more than an hour before I managed to calm down and go to sleep.

The second time this happened was actually last Thursday, while I was at my mom's house.This all by it's self was weird because I've never had a panic attack while I was over here because this is a house of God and I'm always so much more calmer while I'm here. Thursday, however, was different because I didn't even fall asleep before the shaking started. I tried so hard to calm myself down by singing "Jesus Loves Me" and reciting some verses  I've learned to use, but nothing was working. My little sister had crawled into bed with me that night, which usually happens when she wakes up and I'm here, so I was trying to stay still so I wouldn't wake her up but the shaking just wouldn't stop. So finally, before it got any worst, I went and got my step dad (I was actually going for my mom but he was already awake) and we sat on the couch while I cried and told him what I was feeling, which I'm incredibly grateful for him for that. This time the shaking didn't last as long, but I was in a lot more pain.

Today, I finally figured out what was causing me to fear so much and it turns out, I'm afraid to see all those demons that live in my dad's house. I'm terrified by the statues and what they represent! I've never said that before in my life, I mean, they were a little on the weird side but other than that I didn't think about them.

I now live at my mom's full time, and I haven't had another attack since, but I'm still a little wary of it happening when I least expect it. If you guys could pray for me to calm down and fully believe that no matter what, God is there with me and he won't leave alone even when I feel like I am.

1 John 4:18
There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.

God bless
Tori